Maybe or perhaps?

I have haooy before but now....................................haiz. wonder how i should i continue my life. yes i do have a happy family. but now it seems to be so much problems at home... i dont know... neither do i wish to elaborate what had exactly happened?maybe i shall just jump down and there goes my troubles and unhappines. where should i start sayin ? should i say my father has changed alot. or shall i say i have changed alot i'm no longer a good girl. i'm si bad so nerd so stupid so so so so dumb. dumb people like me shouldnt live in this world. perhaps i shouldnt even born to this world. what eles could i say. though i always envy people with big house big car have maids go overseas every year without failed. but who knows what happens inside those rich families that are behind closed doors.dont they quarel? do they live in peace and harmony without fighting any inheritance or what so ever to benifit you for your pass life doesnt mean they ar rich so they would have a happy family whereas those poors livin in a small house stay happily every single day even if they have not enough food to eat not much money to spend.BUT they lived happily together.



i rather be poor than have happy family without quarrels and money problems!